suppress feelings or emotions, suffer silently

weep bitterly

be taken by surprise, be suddenly alarmed or frightened

come to a sudden stop in alarm, surprise or uncertainty, be amazed, be staggered

suffer patiently

suffer helplessly from hunger, starve, suffer from hunger and starvation

be overwhelmed with grief, grieve or mourn in silence

look aghast, be wonderstruck

become very thin, become so thin as to look like a skeleton (because of illness or grief, etc.)

to hold one's anger or fit of emotion

become very thin, become so thin as to look like a skeleton (because of illness or grief, etc.)